There are quite a few new things going on in my life. I have a love life again, and it's with the same man. We have been apart for six years. I found him on the net, and not FB. The first time we talked in six years was an incredible experience. He lives nine hours away, and by that weekend I was there visiting his new home. He's been there three years and loves it. The first time we saw each other after all of this time was like we were together just the other day. So many feelings came back. I cannot forget why we broke up, but I just might be a little more mature and understand now. I love this man so much. We do not plan to live together for a very long time and I think the distance will show us if we really belong together.
My health is doing much better. My ankle surgery went well. I have recooperated as expected. I love being able to walk without pain, or atleast that pain. I had a complication during recovery, but have gotten through it with medication and patience. My blood pressure soared before and during this episode but is now "like a teenager's", so my doctor says. I also lost a little weight. I just have to work on continuing that.
I thought I would knit and/or crochet, paint, just craft in general during my recovery period, but nothing doing. I could not concentrate on anything, even TV. I had about six books to read and didn't read one page the entire time. I just couldn't do it. I loved being at home and yearned to do anything creative, but not being able to carry a cup of water while on crutches made me angry. When I was finally able to do something, all I could think about were the bills not getting paid. But I'm back to work for almost six months now and things are so much better.
There are a couple of other little things that will always be there to bug me, but I'm working through all of these things with my sanity and future in mind. I will continue to stop by all of your blogs, even when I don't comment. And please come back here to make sure I'm still with you. Thank you for your inspiration. You all keep me going.
Love Kim
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